Yeah, the hole in my world is an obstacle.
but I ain't havin' none of it, I am not responsible.
this is my outlet, I connect and don't wanna forget
already got melody going, call me a preset
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I'm already beset, and I ain't gonna reset
play time itself like a paradoxing sillhoute
people be telling me my fantasy's the real threat
But they don't understand, but still consider "me" the reject
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and Meanwhile, I'm trying to figure out
What all of this about, what do we hold to account
Who is really asleep here, what visions go throughout
What hell is going on, Is THIS a mental breakdown!?
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Or am I more woke then the Others?
what are we looking at, what is this that bothers
I still lay awake, in both ways, making the chase
for this is an ephiphany, rather then just a phase
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I'm confused with realism & art
for what is really the other if one part, departs
I need both to get it going if I want to outsmart
for everything that I see, has a great impart
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They say my life is a mess, maybe they're Right
but if they are, then I shouldn't be able to see these sights
tho I pray, we go back to the days, when it was all ok
and not just in sleep, as for now that's the only escape
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[Singing part]
I've seen the world for what it truly is,
So if this is what's real, then I'm happy that I miss this,
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Its ok to question everything,
See it for yourself, and assume nothing,
Is it really the mess I'm in,
or am I the only one who knows, but is still not convinced
who really knows how it is,
blind to the state I'm in, but for the truth I'd give anythin'
I wanna know, how it all really goes
and if I'm the only one, who thinks if I am too close
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to what is foretold, up in my stronghold
Curled-up on the floor, still having to uphold
My Emotions who still reign uncontrolled
stuck in the extreme between hyperness and threshold
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And it is so cold, but I still feel warm
I set a thousand steps but still I didn't leave this barn
I don't dare to admit I'm human
I see naievity, you call it normal, I call it confusion
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you call it perspective, I call it illusion
you call it reason, I call it unproven
you call it fantasy, I call it a solution
you call it reality, I call it in-human
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and I don't need a explaination for the duration
of this desperation regarding the figurerations
of who I think is the cause to all these devastations
I wanna know the truth, regardless of the exploitation
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So better fight on for liberation,
screw what's around me, I have no need for all the augmentations
if the worlds against me, I'm against the world, my declaration
I will escape this, through quote on quote damnation
credits
from The Outdoors,
released April 23, 2018
Thanks for MC-Arch for taking the time to record on this.
Clobbering, nearly industrial bass music with beats as big as the smoldering sun surrounded by charred electronics. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 23, 2024
